Feeling lost and numb
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Feeling lost and numb
| Thu, 06-16-2005 - 5:25am |
Count me along with the rest of those people who can't cry.
I don't know what's wrong with me... I figure maybe I cried it all out during the relationship and there's nothing left?
For some reason, even though it's been six weeks, it seems almost harder now. Maybe it's finally sinking in that it's really over. I'm not sure. It's not that it doesn't hurt, because it still does. I guess I just wish it would feel better and I'd be better able to forget. As much as I try not to think of it, I always come back to this feeling.
I just hope it passes-- and soon!

TIME AND NO CONTACT are the best mix to heal, I would suggest that you forget the friendship thing it will just make it much hard to move on and heal.
Voluntary contact in my opinion is a really bad idea, a continued relationship with the XAP is blatantly disrespectful of your spouse marriage and family...considered from your husbands point of view.
SIX WEEKS REALLY IS NOT VERY LONG so give it time it will get better, expect to go through some rounds of withdrawl were you feel like crap for a few days before getting better.
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Edited 6/16/2005 7:54 pm ET ET by mfreenow