Feeling really down and out
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Feeling really down and out
| Fri, 03-25-2005 - 12:53pm |
I am not doing so well today. I feel like I just ended the A yesterday....like I am back to square one. Re-directing my thoughts haven't helped any. I can't believe all I have done. The crap I put up with from MM, the lack of respect I showed myself....just everything. I feel broken and really, really low.
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What your going through is completly normal, not any fun but NORMAL.
You both going through a round of drug withdrawl and some of that grieving process, pretty much you have to go through what you have to go through to get over this and to heal, sorry to say but this will happen again, BUT BUT BUT if you don't surrender to it and do anything stupid like having contact with Xmm then you will get over it and become stronger for haveing survived it.
The is a light at the end of the tunnel if you KEEP GOING IN THE SAME DIRECTION and do not turn back for any reason.
Free
Thanks, Free.
Still not doing so well this weekend but SURVIVING!!!!!!!!! That's the most important. Thanks for cheering for me. I really need it now more than ever. The impulse to just give in is overwhelming. I feel like I miss him but really it's the escaping I miss.
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Escapeing is easy but OVERCOMEING is the thing that brings a life time of rewards, don't give up Pray for help and believe that you can do this, remember it is a decision make the right one and you will overcome.
"A COWARD DIES A THOUSAND DEATHS BUT THE BRAVE BUT ONE"
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I hate this. I feel like my life is falling apart. I make it through each day and I feel like I am suffocating. How could this have happened? When I look at my husband why do I wish it was MM face? Say something...anything that helps me realize that this will be ok because I don't feel it will ever be!!!
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TRUST ME IT WILL BE OK.
This sort of thing happens all the time, it is like a junkie needing that fix when in rehab, it is a sort of detoxing going on, Hang in there you will make it.
Free
Edited 3/27/2005 12:34 am ET ET by mefreenow
sunshine,
dont worry, the sun will shine again, u will get over it and u will survive, i know there are days when u feel down and out
why do u feel down, did he call,text,email you today, was there some trigger or something
are u angry at MM, its nice to be angry, u feel like crying, go ahead, it relieves the tension, try to do some things to keep u busy
today i plant some plants in my front yard, its was a bit cold , im ironing my clothes that needed to be iron, im suppose to have a date but she cancelled coz she was not feeling well but we will try again next week
try to do thing, tomorrow go to church if that is applicable, its easter, time to renew, a new life and a new beginning for all of us, let go of the old life, the one with full of lies and start a new one , one that is free of lies
pls take care of yourself, try to eat and get some sleep, i know its hard but small steps
max