Feeling Weird

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Registered: 09-03-2004
Feeling Weird
Fri, 10-29-2004 - 9:38am
Feeling kind of weird today.. I spoke with the XOM this morning, he called me at work. I really want to end this, but its like he always has some type of excuse that is valid. Right now he is in this training program that takes a lot from him, so that's the reason for him not seeing me. And lately he has been sick. So its like when I try to be cut throat and dry towards ending this I feel like I am just coming off as a person who isn't understanding towards what he is going through. And that's why I can't fully get out of this, its the most frustrating thing in the world. Am I wrong for being the way I am? I mean in my heart I feel like even with everything he has going on he could have made more of an effort and he didn't so I am through. But when I talk to him its like a sort of "bare with me" sound in his voice and it drives me nuts.....