Finally Friday!!

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Registered: 11-13-2003
Finally Friday!!
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Fri, 02-27-2004 - 6:37am
This whole week has been emotional for me. My mind has been racing 100 mph. I've been thinking......I did the right thing, no I didn't do the right thing.(Ending the affair). I miss him, I don't miss him. Call him, don't call him. (I'm still at NC), He's missing me, NO, he isn't.

I don't know what's worse, the emotional ride we're on, when involved in an affiar, or the emotional ride we're on, trying to heal from it. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!

Since the weekend is here, maybe I'll be able to pull myself together. And hopefully start fresh on Monday.

Thank goodness for this board, it's so wonderful to have a place to vent.

Everyone have a good weekend!

TCOM

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Registered: 02-22-2004
Fri, 02-27-2004 - 7:52am
WOW...I feel EXACTLY the same as you do right now!!! At least I know now that I'm not alone. I felt bad for being in the A, but now I feel misserable being out of it....which is worse??? I go back and forth in my head about if he misses me or not too. I'm almost glad I have to work all weekend, to at least help keep my mind off things, because days off are the worst for me.

We can make it through this, can't we???

(((hugs)))

They should put warning labels on married men... lol