first 10 Min of NC

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Registered: 04-20-2009
first 10 Min of NC
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Fri, 11-06-2009 - 9:08pm

Ok, so I did it. After 3 days of very painful LC, talked to AP just now and told him NC from here on out. Deleted all the old emails and photos. Feel like I want the world to open up and swallow me whole. We ended talk with mutual "I love you and want the best for you; this is the best." and our understanding that we're going to both come out of the other side of this pain better, more whole people. But... right now? I just want to die. I can't breathe and I feel like I ripped out my own heart - the pain is worse than I could ever have imagined.

I'm very thankful for this site and the people who share on it. Thank you.
Dee.

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Registered: 03-02-2008
Fri, 11-06-2009 - 10:35pm

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Registered: 08-18-2008
Mon, 11-09-2009 - 6:29pm

Congrats. Dee,


Hope you are still keeping up the NC.


<> This is huge. It's a a giant step (I think that is the biggest one in "Mother May I"...I'm I the only one

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