First clear sign of progress
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|Thu, 10-18-2012 - 2:54pm|
Hi all, sorry I haven't been on the board much lately - work has been crazy and I haven't felt the desire to even think about my A.
I forgot my NC date, but I think it's been almost 2 months. Today xAP fished. With a different #, he texted me and said he missed me, and was he the only one.
Of course I did not respond, so he followed up with, guess I am. Yep, damn right he is.
I feel happy because for the first time since ending the A, I feel nothing except a bit of pity for him. He is still addicted, for sure. And I don't care - it's his problem. I have moved on and finally starting to feel like myself again. I am at the end of the tunnel, in the light.
Fishing is SO boring. Nothing to catch here.