Fog driven acts

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-27-2012
Fog driven acts
2
Sat, 04-28-2012 - 3:39pm

I am two days NC and each time my thoughts turn to XAP (mainly is he missing me) I have tried to think of another A induced behaviour I am ashamed of and would not want to repeat

iVillage Member
Registered: 07-24-2005
Sat, 04-28-2012 - 3:58pm

Scary looking back at our neglect...and all over just one man.


iVillage Member
Registered: 04-16-2012
Sat, 04-28-2012 - 4:42pm
Wow Clarity that is eye opening. I know he didn't put his life on hold. No way. But of course I did. My whole day was based on around him. And it IS embarrassing. I needed to read this today. Great post and great reply.
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Registered: 04-20-2009
Sat, 04-28-2012 - 7:36pm

Your inventory is an impressive feat.  I'm sure it was very difficult for you to such a list of guilts and I'm very proud of you for dong it.  Especially in that you led the charge and generated a starter post all on your own.  That's gutsy.  Now that you've gotten it out there, use it to move you forward -- don't beat yourself up for the sake of self-hurting.  Mea culpa, now let it go and forgive yourself.  Love to you, Dee