to fooled2much

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Registered: 01-16-2005
to fooled2much
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Mon, 01-24-2005 - 9:23pm
hi, well i guess its not the same man. i live in texas. wow 5 years is a long time to put up with mm, i have only been with my mm for 9 months and he has caused me so much pain, that i am beggining to realize it not worth it!! you see i have always had low self estem and need men to make me feel better, but in the end i feel worse and just plain used!! right now i have been avoiding his cell phone calls, which is the hardest thing i have had to do because i miss him alot!! but i will take each day at a time, maybe we can be strong together.
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Registered: 07-09-2003
Mon, 01-24-2005 - 9:43pm
Hi heartbroken. It has been easy for me not to pick up his calls he has not called me and has respected my decision which as stupid as it sounds is very painful! It is ok I rented cat women and my little girl and I just made a great dinner and are going to snuggle in front of the tv and watch the movie. RINGER IS OFF! I always think he will fear I am serious and CHANGE but who am I fooling 5 years, he is not changing! Are you married with children? If you would like to email you can just send email I am single so no problem. Good luck and thanks
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Registered: 01-16-2005
Mon, 01-24-2005 - 10:55pm
hi, fooled2much
thanks for the reply yes i would like to talk through e-mail but i am not sure how to contact you so you can contact me at brdgrl@earthlink.net yes i am married, no children. hope you and your little girl like the movie! let me know what happens.