Four months of NC... still hard...

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Registered: 01-23-2010
Four months of NC... still hard...
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Sat, 07-17-2010 - 1:00pm

It's been four months of NC for me and xAP.

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Registered: 06-17-2010
Sat, 07-17-2010 - 2:56pm

You bet, FOUR months of NC is something!! Way to go!

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Totally understand your comments. I too miss the friendship of texting, sort of like an imaginary friend I could rely on that didn't interfere with my RL. Yes, it was fantasy, but an exciting diversion each day, BUT I don't miss the panic or dependency feeling I had when I didn't hear from xMM. I would get an incredible high when he sent me a text. When I didn't hear back soon (okay, my panic limit was 2 hours) my mind wandered to what he is doing, why isn't he paying attention to me, and what was he doing with his W and family. Can't go back there, it zaps too much energy from me,MY H and family.

HANG in there! Always TAKE CARE OF YOU!

MO
PS So glad the marriage counseling is going well!

MovingON