Free - I did what I said I was going to

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Registered: 05-30-2003
Free - I did what I said I was going to
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Thu, 09-16-2004 - 4:11pm


Well I just deleted OM from my buddy list. I also deleted all of his numbers from my cell phone. I don't really know what I feel right now, lost, confused, enlightened. I do know this is for the best but it is so hard. So as of NOW I have erased OM from my life and now I have to work on my heart.

Thank you for your support everyone.

DAF

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Registered: 12-28-2003
Thu, 09-16-2004 - 4:40pm
HI Daf

Give yourself a pat on the back it is not easy to take that step believe me I know, look on it as another step in the journey of getting yourself back.

What your feeling is call ambivalence, a mix of feelings that are hard to define, Diagnoses, the patient will make it.

It is a little by little thing getting to know yourself for real and deciding what about yourself you want to change not easy sometimes but you have proved already that you have what it takes to cut the mustard.

Know that you have wonderfull potential.

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