Friday....his last day....feeling sick
Find a Conversation
Friday....his last day....feeling sick
| Fri, 11-13-2009 - 7:46am |
Well...I cried myself to sleep last night.
| Fri, 11-13-2009 - 7:46am |
Well...I cried myself to sleep last night.
Hang in there chickadee! I will hope and pray you don't run into him. It will go better than you expect and if you do see him, know that you are in control now as much as that hurts..you can always go hide and cry later. He doesn't have to know. He would only take advantage of the moment.
Thanks so much for responding each time I need support Hope...I really appreciate it.
I am always here. I keep the message boards pulled up at work most of the time. So when ya need it, I am here! :)
I am glad you didn't run into him. That would not have helped at all hun. The rest will do ya good..maybe a cold washcloth for the puffiness. I hate that. I don't like looking like I have been in a battle. hehe Just not attractive. ;)
You should be proud of yourself! YOU ROCK!!! You did it!!! No regrets!! This about
Thanks Hope....I didn't sleep.
Thanks How,
I'm just trying to go day to day right now.
It hurts. It sucks. You will be ok hun. I know it. As much as it all hurts and just kills you right now, tomorrow is another day. Another day for you! I could completely understand the feeling of wanting to rush for that last chance to see him and you would end up going through all of this again. Starting back at square one feeling horrible. It will be better.
Whenever thoughts of xAP slip in my head, I think of anything else. A favorite place, a favorite food, a happy moment. Something to stop the thoughts. That way I don't dwell on it too long. It will be better tomorrow I know it!! Each day will hold a tiny bit of betterness even if it isn't