Frustrated, Pissed & Nostalgic

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Registered: 01-04-2010
Frustrated, Pissed & Nostalgic
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Sun, 11-07-2010 - 1:58am

Hi all,

It's been a while since i've posted. I see some of my old pals are still here, and some newbies have joined the group. Welcome newbies, EAS is a good place.

Super quick back story: 10 month A, was a total mess, H found out, i came clean, shared with H my EAS account, he reads my posts, we are trying to re build, i'm 7 weeks NC.

So...I'm struggling. i never post anymore bc my H knows my handle and reads regularly, and while I'm working like crazy to be completely honest with him, I"m still anxious to post a lot because I know I'm self censoring.

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Registered: 08-30-2010
Sun, 11-07-2010 - 4:52pm

Exi...have you told your H that you aren't hiding anything from him and that he pretty much knows all there is to know about your A; however