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Mon, 10-25-2010 - 1:52pm

Good morning Ladies / Gents

Wow - that seemed so official! :)

Here I am, sitting at my desk...sending resumes to Hawaii & looking forward to a future where Im the LONE decider.

I am now 11 days NC - and more in my own head than I've been in the past 3 years. It feels SO GOOD - to not have obsessive thoughts about SOLVING, FIGURING, DOING, NOT DOING, ANALYZING, WONDERING, WAITING,etc. <--and generally feeling bad about myself

NOW....I am ACTIVELY regrouping / regrounding myself in ME...and spending most of my obsessive thought in ME ME ME ME ME and I do NOT feel guilty. Ive spent the last 11 days in a NEW LOVE AFFAIR - WITH MYSELF. Ive had many boundary experiences I've got to practice in my new life - and am proud of myself for weathering them the way I have. DEEP SIXXIN THE CREEPERS / VIOLATERS, ETC. :)

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Mon, 10-25-2010 - 3:18pm

:) dammit! YOU ALWAYS Give me the cheery tears!!! :) I love that!!!

Thank you - for reminding me to be very gentle with this feeling/ healing day. Im trying to just let the emotions have their day. Plus, it's gloomy outside (unusual for my geography) it's a good day to FEEL.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Mon, 10-25-2010 - 3:29pm

HAHAHHAHAHAHAH PLAIN OLE HO!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

I literally LAUGHED OUT LOUD - that was good!!!! :)

I know - I so get it - and Im a little frightened by it (crash and burn) *shhhhhh*

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Mon, 10-25-2010 - 3:57pm
YEAH for you New, you are sounding better already thanks to Bohdi's little ho comment!....hilarious!!!...
BE the change that you want to see in the world! Life loves me and I love life! <3
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Registered: 06-17-2010
Mon, 10-25-2010 - 4:05pm

<<>>

ha ha - nope! I'm a 100% stereotypical ARIES just like you :) The babies of the zodiac - it's all about us, and no one better ever forget that. If they do, we'll charge at them with our Ram horns and remind them, right?

Bodhi

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Mon, 10-25-2010 - 4:49pm

OMG!!! THAT MAKES SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH SENSE THEN!!! AHHH A veteran ARIES - so YOU KNOW FOR SURRRRRRRRRE what Im heading towards.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Mon, 10-25-2010 - 5:47pm

Oh ya, I work very hard at being calm. Quite funny, really. And you are right, our strength is our weakness. I think part of the reason I stuck it out for 7.5 years with XAP was being driven to suceed and not wanting to fail. We are all here for you, but you can come to me any time. :)

Bodhi

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Mon, 10-25-2010 - 11:47pm

OMG

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Mon, 10-25-2010 - 11:52pm

BTW

you might like www.astro.com

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Tue, 10-26-2010 - 12:02am

Ahhhh there we go with some good ole Capricorn molasses! :)

Im glad you have the Astrological bent!!!

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Tue, 10-26-2010 - 12:03am

ooooohhhhh I like!!!

Thank you!!!!!

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010