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| Mon, 10-25-2010 - 1:52pm |
Good morning Ladies / Gents
Wow - that seemed so official! :)
Here I am, sitting at my desk...sending resumes to Hawaii & looking forward to a future where Im the LONE decider.
I am now 11 days NC - and more in my own head than I've been in the past 3 years. It feels SO GOOD - to not have obsessive thoughts about SOLVING, FIGURING, DOING, NOT DOING, ANALYZING, WONDERING, WAITING,etc. <--and generally feeling bad about myself
NOW....I am ACTIVELY regrouping / regrounding myself in ME...and spending most of my obsessive thought in ME ME ME ME ME and I do NOT feel guilty. Ive spent the last 11 days in a NEW LOVE AFFAIR - WITH MYSELF. Ive had many boundary experiences I've got to practice in my new life - and am proud of myself for weathering them the way I have. DEEP SIXXIN THE CREEPERS / VIOLATERS, ETC. :)

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:) dammit! YOU ALWAYS Give me the cheery tears!!! :) I love that!!!
Thank you - for reminding me to be very gentle with this feeling/ healing day. Im trying to just let the emotions have their day. Plus, it's gloomy outside (unusual for my geography) it's a good day to FEEL.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAH PLAIN OLE HO!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH
I literally LAUGHED OUT LOUD - that was good!!!! :)
I know - I so get it - and Im a little frightened by it (crash and burn) *shhhhhh*
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ha ha - nope! I'm a 100% stereotypical ARIES just like you :) The babies of the zodiac - it's all about us, and no one better ever forget that. If they do, we'll charge at them with our Ram horns and remind them, right?
Bodhi
OMG!!! THAT MAKES SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH SENSE THEN!!! AHHH A veteran ARIES - so YOU KNOW FOR SURRRRRRRRRE what Im heading towards.
Oh ya, I work very hard at being calm. Quite funny, really. And you are right, our strength is our weakness. I think part of the reason I stuck it out for 7.5 years with XAP was being driven to suceed and not wanting to fail. We are all here for you, but you can come to me any time. :)
Bodhi
OMG
BTW
you might like www.astro.com
Ahhhh there we go with some good ole Capricorn molasses! :)
Im glad you have the Astrological bent!!!
ooooohhhhh I like!!!
Thank you!!!!!
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