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Mon, 10-25-2010 - 1:52pm

Good morning Ladies / Gents

Wow - that seemed so official! :)

Here I am, sitting at my desk...sending resumes to Hawaii & looking forward to a future where Im the LONE decider.

I am now 11 days NC - and more in my own head than I've been in the past 3 years. It feels SO GOOD - to not have obsessive thoughts about SOLVING, FIGURING, DOING, NOT DOING, ANALYZING, WONDERING, WAITING,etc. <--and generally feeling bad about myself

NOW....I am ACTIVELY regrouping / regrounding myself in ME...and spending most of my obsessive thought in ME ME ME ME ME and I do NOT feel guilty. Ive spent the last 11 days in a NEW LOVE AFFAIR - WITH MYSELF. Ive had many boundary experiences I've got to practice in my new life - and am proud of myself for weathering them the way I have. DEEP SIXXIN THE CREEPERS / VIOLATERS, ETC. :)

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010

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Registered: 01-18-2010
Tue, 10-26-2010 - 5:55am

Newlife,

You and I have not talked much directly. I also wanted to say that you have contributed so much to the board as of late and that is wonderful.

Luvin
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida
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Tue, 10-26-2010 - 2:39pm

((((LuvinME))))))

Oh Lord! TEARS TO MY EYES!!!

See! I risked "posting too much" for a GOOD REASON!!! I am SO SO SO SOSO GLAD I posted things that you relate to. That means SOOO much to me - it's just as meaningful as you reaching out to me in MY pain.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Registered: 07-24-2005
Tue, 10-26-2010 - 3:40pm

Hi Michelle :)

I've heard of the book Bohdi refers to, but never read it.


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Tue, 10-26-2010 - 5:00pm

hahhahahahaha ((((Clarity))))))

Thank you!!!! Good physical advice.

I have done that at night...Held myself and stroked my arm...saying calming, loving things. (Good Lord, Im such a weirdo!) hahahha BUT I AM WILLING TO DO WHAT IT TAKES - HOKEY POKEY WHATEVER She needs! :)

I guess Im thankful that the board changed BEFORE I got here! :) Sorry to the rest of you - as I can tell - the format has not been a favorable change!!! :)

Best to you Clarity!

Michelle

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Tue, 10-26-2010 - 5:19pm

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