get out the NC stick-I need smacked NOW
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get out the NC stick-I need smacked NOW
| Thu, 09-30-2004 - 8:17am |
I need your support today. I have been doing amazingly well for the past few days. Keeping busy, spending time with friends and H. I have been positive and feeling like I am doing the right thing. Then I woke up today. I had a dream about him last night, I thought about him all morning, and then I saw his wife when I was leaving for work. I am so sad. Not only that..and maybe more so, I am pissed that he hasn't tried to contact me. For some reason, I want him to contact me so I can ignore him. How childish is that. I want to think he is feeling the same pain that I am feeling. Why do I care? because I'm evil I don't know. I know its only day 10, but I am caving....please give me support I really need it.
Our receptionist called off today so I have to put on a smiling face for clients. Hopefully they won't notice my big red nose and blotchy face because I've been crying all morning.
I want to call him......e-mail.....text.....anything.
:( Frisco

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Remember - ONE DAY AT A TIME! (One hour is easier).
If at first you don't succeed, TRY, TRY again!!
Thanks to everyone for your support. I know his wife is home now so I wouldn't dare call. I could text, but I WON'T!! I have planned a million things this evening after work to keep myself busy.......hopefully I won't break down.
Thanks again!
:) Frisco
How are you today?
I hope you are better. Its Friday, hope u have a great weekend. Be strong. I keep telling myself the same, I kind of look forward to Fridays because I spend alot of time with my girls and it distracts me from even thinking of OM. Have a great weekend.
Hugs
Lady Bug
:) Frisco
Hang in there.
This thread btw is an awesome show of support. Loved every post. :)
Someday
I hope you enjoy your week. This can make u or break u. Make the best, try to truly enjoy yourself and reconnect with H.
Good Luck, Have a wonderful week.
HUGS,
Lady Bug....
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