getting the itch to see him....
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getting the itch to see him....
| Fri, 01-14-2005 - 9:11am |
well, i have not spoken to OM for about two weeks.
i miss him a lot.
yesterday i text him and he text me back but just said hi.
i want to see him again. i am thinking of just showing up or following him until we can go somewhere to talk.
i miss his friendship. i dont want to be a part of his past.
how do i control my feelings?
should i go?
thanks for listening
upsidedown

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Do you want to be labeled a crazzy STALKER, you are part of his past you have to accept it to be able to move on.
Leave the man alone and if your not there yet consider getting into counceling before you end up with a criminal record, stalking is now a crime in many states.
JMHO
Free
I know how you are feeling..trust me!! I am sitting here pacing, wanting to call MM. He called on Wed and said he has been really busy with work but would call so we could talk after the fight that ended things. Ok so he has all the control so i am doing the only thing I can do..live my life WITHOUT him! Fridays are my worst day b/c then it is the weekend of NC!
Anyway, do you REALLY want a man who you have to follow to get to see you! Do you think that is goign to bring the friednship back??
I am the worst at not contacting especially the way things are so awkward btn Mm and I right now but you have to think of yourself. I miss MM's freidnship too but in reality you miss then caring. If you only wanted freindship, the text message would have reaffirmed that your were ok as far as being friends.
So yes you want MM for many reasons but don't give up yourslef and your dignity in doing so.
Give it a few dyas and see if you hear. Then if you have to , text him again. But don't follow him!! DON'T!!
free and capnit
i know you are right i should and i wont follow to see him.
i know we are friends. i guess i just miss him a lot.
dont understand why he has gotten over me and why it feels he doesnt care.
thanks for listening
upsidedown
I know..i feel liek how could this have been so easy for him.. i have so many unanswered questions. But the truth is what will any of the answers mean.. either they will make me sad and miss him more. Or they will hurt.. or they will make me happy..for a few minutes but the reality is if he wnats it over its over.
I am just new to thi concept so i am still gettign used to the idea that maybe not talkign agian is the way to go.