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Gloomy Day -
| Thu, 09-16-2010 - 11:28am |
I don't have anything "real" to post but I'm feeling very gloomy today and finding myself missing XAP a lot and for some reason it stings a little more today to walk past his office and ignore him as if I don't know him and never did, stings pretty badly today and I feel like just crying.
Stupid I know but I am still very attracted to him, still very much care for him and the fact he has let me be speaks volumes to me and makes me respect him that much more.
I hate to say it but I think it was easier when I was stuck in my "hate phase".
:(

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