Going to Try Again

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Registered: 05-15-2010
Going to Try Again
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Sat, 10-30-2010 - 11:33pm

Hello everyone,

Ive been lurking on

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iVillage Member
Registered: 10-16-2010
Sun, 10-31-2010 - 12:24am

Hi!

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-01-2010
Sun, 10-31-2010 - 9:03am

(((Cloud)))

Welcome to EAS. I am so happy that you came out from lurking. I hope you will read and post. I have found that posting really does help me in this healing process. It's one thing to read and read and read. It's another to contribute and "say out loud" some of the things you hold inside. Congrats on coming out from behind the shadows.

Yes, 9 years is indeed a very long time. I know what you mean ending it for good this time and how it leaves you feeling calm. After two unsucessful attempts myself, this third time is different. No hysterics or drama, just a calmness settled over me. I just didn't want to do this any more. Funny, but when you know, you know.

As you are probably aware, it's kinda quiet here on the weekends. Many other great and wonderful EAS sisters will be along over the next couple days to welcome you and give you all the support you need. Welcome, again. When you are ready, please feel free to share your story.

Hugs,

~alwayst2

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.
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Registered: 11-22-2009
Sun, 10-31-2010 - 9:17am

MC,

I'd like to welcome you to Endings and give you a thumbs up for not only coming out of lurkdom, but for wanting to end your A. I hope that when you return in a couple of days you will have good news for us; that you are sticking to NC and also plan on sticking around so we can help you through this.

Until then, I wish you strength and send you (((Hugs))

Be where you are; otherwise you will miss your life. ~ Buddha
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Registered: 09-28-2010
Sun, 10-31-2010 - 9:21am
((CLOUD))

Welcome to our cozy community. AMAZING THINGS HAPPEN HERE: people who were once broken find the tools/skills/resources to heal themselves. We care about one another. We hold one another accountable. We laugh (so many posters here are gifted at being comical when dishing out support), we sometimes cry, but we never have to feel alone again. PLEASE read as much as you can. There are different styles here in terms of how we *support* the ending process. YOU'VE spent 9 years, so we are gonna want to help you claim your life back ASAP! We will be REAL with you.

When you're ready for support, start by sharing what you feel you can. The more you're here with us, the more we can help!

TU.
iVillage Member
Registered: 10-17-2010
Sun, 10-31-2010 - 11:50am

(((((CLOUD))))),

Welcome to this wonderful board.

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-20-2009
Sun, 10-31-2010 - 12:48pm

Cloud,

You're right.

iVillage Member
Registered: 10-14-2010
Sun, 10-31-2010 - 3:58pm

Welcome!!!

Once you're TIRED AND DEPRESSED ENOUGH....You WILL KNOW for sure what decision you have to make for yourself. And here you will be INUNDATED with ways to make that happen.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Registered: 01-18-2010
Sun, 10-31-2010 - 10:11pm

Cloud,

Welcome and thanks for coming out of lurkdom. Glad to have you regardless of your time in the A or how it ended. We are here to help if you will have us.

Luvin
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida
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Registered: 07-17-2004
Sun, 10-31-2010 - 10:57pm

Hi cloud,

Towards the end for me

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-23-2010
Mon, 11-01-2010 - 1:23pm

Welcome Cloud!!!!!

If I could just play a mental video for you (and I SO wish I could)

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