goodbye everyone
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| Thu, 04-07-2005 - 12:48am |
hello all,
i think its time for me to say goodbye to all for now, im am unable to resolve my issues/feelings with OW up to now, i felt like i have moved on maybe 50%, but now im stuck again, im not sure what actions i will take for now but my heart is in turmoil all the time, i come to this board to help me help myself, i learned a lot and i have met the most sincere and loving people, everyone have a big heart, i dont care what society call us
anyways, i come here and read the post and my heart just bleeds all the time, there is so mcuh pain and i see myself in all of u, i went to therapy and i find it not helpful , only me can help myself now, i dont know how to let go still
i am ashamed, i am sad and depress to a certain level all the time, i go out and try to keep myself busy which is good but at the end of the day, when i am ready to sleep, it all comes back to me, OW is always there in my mind
im not sure what will i do for now, but i cannot take it anymore, i want to quit my job but i could not find another job, im just so confused, i am running out of options from my point of view, well my point of view is clouded
thank u all for all the words of advice and all the concern, i want to say thanks to our CL and to FREE and to everyone here, i learned a lot, i hope one day i can apply all that i have learned
time for me to sleep now, i am so tired, goodnite Tracy,
Max

Max
Sometimes it is a good thing to take a break from these boards they can keep pulling your mind back to the affair so you may be doing what you need to do for now, but know that your always very welcome to drop in for a cup of java anytime and to chew the fat.
BE WELL MAX
Free
Goodbye from the boards, Max, is really understandable. Sometimes I dont read here but over at the active board because its hard to read the pain here sometimes...OR i want to see where ive been and see how different my mindset is now (wink) or to see how other think about their affairs etc. etc. I understand because my heart breaks for all of us, too.
I hope you touch base (ive not got much to do but read these boards as least once a week...i am kinda "hooked" now) ...so please check in when you feel like it. Many of us have grown accustomed to your heart =), your mind and your wacky sense of humor has been uplifting (please know that).
Thank you Max, I am sorry you had to come here but I am sho' glad you came and stayed awhile.
::::::::::Hugs:::::::::::
Lizzie
We're here for you always Max. You are a sweet guy. You will make some woman (AVAILABLE WOMAN) very happy and very lucky.
jen