Had the chance but blew it. Yay!

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Had the chance but blew it. Yay!
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Thu, 01-06-2011 - 8:00am

I think Michelle's rant stirred up some emotions in me because I had such a vivid dream about xAP last night and I have the urge to cyber stalk him this morning to see what is going on with him.I am NOT going to do it, however. I have already learned my lesson

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.

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Registered: 11-22-2009
Thu, 01-06-2011 - 9:11am
Your title threw me a little. Blowing a chance and being happy about it definitely got my attention though. ;-)

So, YAY YOU! I can't imagine the self control that came into play because I get the unwanted privilege of knowing "most" of what Xmm is doing from his big mouth always yammering; His vacations with W, how his new business is doing, what his kids are up to, the wonderful men/women he is meeting in his Business Groups...It used to tear me apart but not any more. I had to learn how to tune him out, which took a couple of years to do.

About the new boss stuff...that's major. You are approaching "indifference" at record speed, or just maybe you have already reached it? What do you think? Is it becoming easier not to GAS (Give a $hiz) lol?

Proud of you, lady! You spared yourself a whole bunch of emotional backlash by NOT doing anything or NOT asking anything. This is HUGE.

((Hugs))
Be where you are; otherwise you will miss your life. ~ Buddha
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Registered: 11-18-2010
Thu, 01-06-2011 - 9:41am

I am very impressed.

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Registered: 04-01-2010
Thu, 01-06-2011 - 9:44am

GAS--I LOVE IT!!

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.
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Registered: 07-17-2004
Thu, 01-06-2011 - 9:50am
Alwayst2!

That is awsome that when faced with having some info on xap that you didn't go there. I am very proud of you:) it sounds like you got a good grip on that traction. You are doing so very well and I think these wobbly days will ease up in time and also be less wobbly with new coping skills. Have a wonderful day:)
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Registered: 08-18-2008
Thu, 01-06-2011 - 1:38pm

Oh wow AT2,

Yea!!!! Good stuff…huge stuff!

Tweener at 12 weeks out.

Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.

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Registered: 10-14-2010
Thu, 01-06-2011 - 8:31pm

GOOD STUFFF HUGEEE STUFF IS RIGHT!!!!!

Only YOU would have KNOWN, and YOU avoided!!!!!!!!!!!

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Registered: 04-01-2010
Thu, 01-06-2011 - 8:45pm

Michelle, you CRACK me up. Lots of props to you, too, my friend. We are definitely holding each other's hands through this and I can't wait to be skipping with you, hand in hand, on a beach somewhere, into the sunset.

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.
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Registered: 12-01-2010
Thu, 01-06-2011 - 10:39pm

wow! 12 weeks gf! And so proud of you! I get the wobbly part but it's OK,

Love, Sunshine Dedicated to living my new life with integrity, truth and positive thoughts! I am worthy of true love and definitely worth the wait!
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Registered: 10-16-2010
Fri, 01-07-2011 - 12:30am

Always 2 you rock my friend!

It seems you are wise beyond your time and saved yourself the pain...GOOD for you!

Have a GREAT weekend!

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Registered: 10-14-2010
Fri, 01-07-2011 - 2:20am
You promise, we can run and skip and hold hands???? :)
Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010

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