Hard to face ...

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Registered: 12-07-2009
Hard to face ...
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Mon, 02-15-2010 - 11:39am

but I am back at day 1 NC.


I am going to skip the confessional aspect of this post, if that's okay.

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Registered: 04-04-2009
In reply to: jodi_09
Mon, 02-15-2010 - 1:30pm

Dear Jodi,

Isn't it strange how 'easy' it is to slip back into friendlier behavior towards the xAP? We have to be on guard at all times.
You wrote: "Just as I was moving on of course. Just as I could get through a whole day without tears. "
It's always like that. You start to feel stronger, your guard lowers a little, little bit and then before you know it, things go downhill again. And that's what exhausting too: you have to be on guard 24/7.
I hate it when the coldness (the strength!) starts to fade a little to the background.

Will you be able to go back to LC the way you did it before?

Hugs,
HTGO

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Registered: 10-10-2008
In reply to: jodi_09
Mon, 02-15-2010 - 2:01pm

Jodi


~hugs, hugs and more hugs~


Remember this, when you fall down, you get back up again and start walking.

I deserve my Dignity.
NC since 2/4/2010