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Has this happened to anyone?
| Tue, 06-22-2004 - 2:14pm |
I woke up this morning in a cold sweat.....or should I say my body was on fire. I had just woken up from a very erotic dream about and ex-mm. It seemed so, so, so real. It was like I could feel ex-MM (without being to graphic). Parts of my body were tingling. It was like he was there. I could actually feel him on me.
That image, and those feelings have been with me all day. I can't help but to think about him. I'm so curious about what is going on in his life. I wonder if he has moved back home with his W. I knew it wouldn't take much for him to hightail it back home. Sine we have not been talking and he sees that I'm serious about not being in a relationship with a MM. I wonder did he give up and go back home. Does anyone if you can find out if a divorce is final? Could I just go to the county records building? Can I tell if he has filed yet? Any leads would be helpful.
SL

Sorry can't be of much help.
Oh, and I read the other response about your exMM sounding like a Warlock. I thought that was funny. Your dream post was pretty deep. Just so you don't feel "alone" I did happen to have a similar experience, except I was sort of awake. I was taking a break from the office and went and lied down on a bench outside in the sun. It was a very warm pleasant day, I closed my eyes for a few minutes and all of a sudden it was as if I had felt xMM lying on top of me naked (he was I wasn't). I had my hands going up and down his back slowly and it was as if I could feel his weight on top of me and I could feel his skin with my hands. It was bizarre. I didn't feel like I was sleeping, if I was it was only for 10 minutes. When I opened my eyes my arms were behind my head as they were before I had closed my eyes.
Hate to say it but it's just a dream. Doesn't necessarily mean anything other than perhaps you were thinking of him and missing him. Hang in there and stay strong. You're doing good so far. Take care
The dreams will pass, the excitement will fade and you will meet a single sexy man, that can give you the full measure of what you deserve in a dedicated realationship.
KATJA
When does that happen? I am single XOW..A ended 5 weeks ago..feel like crap still. I have no interest in meeting another man...and the thought of intimacy w/ another man turns my stomach.
Hope
I don't want to keep thinking about MM......he's made his choice, he's till married. There is no future in that for me. I'm single, and hope to marry again someday, and the only way that can happen is for me to date again.
I'm single and looking.......
But I'm not at all implying that a woman needs a man in her life to be complete. On the other hand you should be complete allready before you get married. Complete as in happy with yourself. At least most of the time.