Haunted by what he was to me
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| Wed, 12-08-2010 - 1:06pm |
Day 3 - tough tough. Lots of tears this morning and had to finally turn the damn radio off on my way to work. Music is such a trigger for me.We were connected deeply with music of many genres and one of the things I loved about him was his knowledge of rock/pop/alternative rock music history in the past several decades and we had banter and discussion that could go on for hours and hours. I so admired that in him among many other talents he had.
I'm single and am free to date. I have tried to date others since the A began about a year ago and I always told him when I had a date. He was always interested in who and how it went and if I will see them again and wanted to deflect me from them if possible. As it turned out, as hard as I tried to replace him, I never met anyone else close to being what I wanted and now wonder if I will ever meet someone who is as well matched to me as he.
Maybe this is doubly hard

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Yes, Sunshine...we ARE listening and I don't think the responses were harsh.
I haven't read through all the responses yet (don't want to change my thoughts and I know there is likely to be some BS callout on some of what you said), so please forgive me if I repeat.
First - Hugs to you.
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