Have to see OM twice this week
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| Tue, 05-25-2004 - 7:01pm |
Now, I know for sure his fiance' will be at the party this weekend, and so will my H. I am going solo to the retirement dinner because it is more of a work-related event. I don't think he is bringing his fiance'.
This is strange for several reasons. #1 - I haven't seen him in 3 weeks and haven't spoken to him in almost 2; #2 - I frankly get nauseous at the thought of having to interact with his fiance' again (met her once and she was not nice to me, and this was even before I even really knew OM); #3 - I am afraid of the feelings that seeing him will bring up.
I have been doing good, hanging in there and being strong. I worry that seeing him will bring back a confusing mix of feelings. OM has already suggested meeting for drinks next week to "catch up", which I deemed as just another ploy to see me in person.
Any advice/words of support? I know this will be awkward no matter what I do, I guess I'm just looking for some support.
Thanks
:)
Circe
| Wed, 05-26-2004 - 12:43pm |
