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He called
| Thu, 10-07-2004 - 1:26pm |
He called! And I DIDN'T answer! About a half hour ago, my cellphone rang. I have it in my bag so I took it out, I thought it was a friend of mine since she's the only other one who calls me on it, but it was HIM! I sent it to vm and he left me a message: "Hi, it's me, call me when you get a chance". He sounded sad, maybe disappointed that I didn't answer. I can't believe I didn't answer. This is a huge step for me! Should I call him back, I don't want to. I want to be strong. If I call him back, I can't just chit chat, I will break down, I know I will. I think it will make more of a statement if I don't call back at all. I really have nothing to say. I haven't spoken to him since last Friday, I can't believe I made it this far!
OMG I just got a bad headache. My stomach is all jittery.
OMG I just got a bad headache. My stomach is all jittery.

Dont call him! If you wanted to talk to him you would have answered right??
Be strong girl..Its not easy to go from one thing to just plain chit chat..DONT CALL HIM.
Call someone else if you feel the need to talk to someone..talk to a friend at work..get up and move away from your phone..anything!!
Hugs
MB
You need to be strong, NYC! If you can make it through this time without calling, it will start to get easier. If you give in, you'll be back to square one.
Be STRONG!
Post to us again when you feel weak!
You CAN do this!
Lily
just think about who is in controll now....dont give in!!!!!
my om checked for me this morning and i feel GREAT knowing he knows i was not there waiting for him like i always do.
be strong and be proud of yourself....he probably was probably going to talk about his day anyways and not your!!!!!!!!!
Thanks you guys for helping me through this. Just need to get through tomorrow and then I will be fine for the weekend. Like I said before, baby steps!
My OM called me as well. My cell phone rang on Monday, and I saw it was him. I didn't answer it, nor did I call him. And I'm glad. What's the point? I'm done with it, and I have no desire to go back into it. It's been three weeks or so since it ended. I haven't seen him and don't want to. You can get through this phone call thing without calling him. You'll just regret it if you do, most likely.
Good luck!