he contacted and it made me stronger
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he contacted and it made me stronger
| Fri, 10-01-2010 - 9:59pm |
SG contacted me and I was completely shocked. I am glad really because all it did was reinforce my need to let go and move on. He has no idea this is happening although as I've said, I've been here three days and he has yet to make any effort to see me. That says a lot right there. I usually send him a IM every day. Well, today he didn't get one. Guess he wanted to make sure I was still "there." Im sure he feels good he got to say two words to me before jumping off and felt relieved and had his ego boosted. Wonder how it will feel when I am invisible from now on and still don't contact him? I am so amazed at how strong I feel about my decision. I am finally taking my life back, not allowing disrespect or inconsideration and feel like I have some control. It is a really good feeling. It may not last, I may have some sad times but his behavior only gives me more fuel. Hope you all have a good weekend and are ok. Withdrawal is very hard. This isn't my first time. Stay strong!

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God thats about the most powerful thing i have read today- its amazing how someone across the other side of the world can say one sentence that just captures how I feel today!
Thank you NL4M
Iggy
just checking on you. How are you doing?