He wants me, He wants me Not I want him!

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Registered: 10-26-2004
He wants me, He wants me Not I want him!
Sat, 11-20-2004 - 1:45am

I know it ended last friday and well, I didn't get a call today, as I always do on Fridays. So, I guess this means it's the final end right? Yeah, I ended it already, but I have been tempted today on wanting to spend time with him.

Now, we did get to see each other today. I had picked up my dad and well, that's my M hang out buddy :o), they tend to like to spend time together. Like as for today, they were outside grilling, drinking etc.. Sad to say, I joined them like a sad pup. Ruff. SHAME ON ME!

He flirted a little with me, confusing messages.

I'm not doing any better by trying to reflame the fire and making it possible for us to get back to seeing each other. I want him again in a way, but know it's not best.

Anyway, if he had really wanted me to continue this lust, he would have call me at my cell phone when I had drop my dad home late tonight. He didn't call me, everyone in my home was alseep. I guess he doesn't have any interest. All he has done today with me is like talk & hang out with all of us. I guess this will make it easier for me on letting him go. I do admit i did diss him by not having sex with him and giving him the, "goodbye," word in our ending flames.

I wonder if he forgotten me completely?? It seems he has.. :o(

If you M wanted you or really had a thing for you, wouldn't they make possible to tey get back even if you said, the goodbye, or at least called you!? I ended it, but never said not to call me anymore. LOL..

Anyway, Im going insane. It the end right? Help I need some support!