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| Sun, 11-21-2010 - 6:22am |
Hi everyone
I wanted to drop you a line and say hello and cach up. I havent been on EAS a lot lately, mostly because Ive been studying for exams (all finished now) but also because Im trying not to revisit the A mentally. Its actually working and I feel great (well better anyway:)
I still dont know why I had the A, I still cant feel totally happy with my H, I still have to stop myself from fantasising about exAP and the 'relationship' (using that word lightly) and the 'future' we could have had (again using that word VERY lightly).
So my struggle continues but Im getting there. I miss you guys :))
Iggyxx

Iggy,
Thank you for checking in with us and I am happy to hear that your absense was due to concentrating on your studies and not wanting to think about the A.
You say you are using the term lightly about fantasizing and
I've been wondering and worrying about you too Iggy!
We all are working to put everything behind us, just make sure you do the "work" - don't sweep it under the rug and think it will be gone. I agree with Iddy - at least keep reading!
Bodhi