Hello and Hugs

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Registered: 06-19-2009
Hello and Hugs
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Wed, 09-02-2009 - 10:16am

Hi Everyone,


I wanted to say hello and that i am reading this board every single day. I don't have much to contribute as i am not doing or feeling too well, but i wanted to send a hug to everyone on here who is struggling but remaining on the ending path - the only path away from the hell that is an A. Truly the hardest thing i've ever had to deal with, quitting an A is for me harder than quitting drugs or alcohol. Must be a very

Sunshine

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Registered: 04-07-2009
Wed, 09-02-2009 - 10:20am
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Registered: 07-11-2009
Wed, 09-02-2009 - 11:40am

Nice to hear from you Sunshine.

 

              &n

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Registered: 02-05-2009
Wed, 09-02-2009 - 1:34pm

((((sunshine))))

Yes I agree it is extremely difficult to get over an A. I cried so much and went through so many ups and downs I was just wrung out. Thank goodness for meds. Hang in there sweetie, time makes it better, it really does. One day at a time.

trixie xo



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Registered: 04-16-2008
Wed, 09-02-2009 - 4:16pm

hey waiting-


i was wondering where you've been and have wished you the best. i'm glad to hear you are still on the ending path and i know how very, very difficult it is to maintain NC and keep away from the once-death grip of the A.


please, please please keep posting. i know you are not feeling well and it is so very hard when one is low. but even if you post one sentence, you will feel better and you will likely brighten someone elses day


hugs


ls

CL-Lovely Starr


"No memory of having starred; atones for later disregard; or keeps the end from being hard."

CL-Lovely Starr

"No memory of having starred; atones for later disregard; or keeps the end from being h

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Registered: 06-19-2009
Wed, 09-02-2009 - 10:33pm

Thank you so so much for responding..i think about everyone on here and read all the time! it is a tremendous help.


I know that i don't belong here on EAS and who knows if i ever will. This A has sucked the life out of me and getting out of it is harder than i ever imagined possible. The confusion about what is right and what is wrong,

Sunshine

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iVillage Member
Registered: 03-05-2008
Thu, 09-03-2009 - 6:43am

Sunshine,


I know how you feel about the nights. I also work with my xap in very close proximity.

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Registered: 06-19-2009
Thu, 09-03-2009 - 11:32am

Thanks for your advice and thoughts.. It helps to read how other people are handling it. I am not too good at this and I feel as tho i have to learn to breathe, walk, etc. all over again. Question myself at every moment that i feel like crap. Days aren't bad but nights are horrific.


Sunshine

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iVillage Member
Registered: 03-08-2009
Thu, 09-03-2009 - 5:35pm
Hi Sunshine, just wanted to wish you well hope you are feeling a little better?
((hugs)) to you, Roxy
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Registered: 04-17-2009
Thu, 09-03-2009 - 5:56pm

Sunshine,


I'm sorry things are so difficult for you right now...we all find our own path out and yours may be a different one than what you've seen on this board.

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Registered: 06-19-2009
Thu, 09-03-2009 - 11:16pm

Thank you so much Sara and everyone for the support. I need it.


Yes, i'm on my ending path. I have read too much on here that i cannot close my eyes to. But here is the question that i'm struggling with the most -


Why does doing the right thing (ending the A) feel so very wrong and hard?


Why Why Why?


Sunshine

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