Here we go again - just another day.....
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Here we go again - just another day.....
| Tue, 08-24-2010 - 2:26pm |
Isn't there an emoticon for feeling numb.......we need to add that....
Here I am......at work.....another day.......cloudy out......feeling blah.....no appetite to speak of........tired......not sleeping well unless I take my muscle relaxor......trying to avoid XAP.....then it will be time to go home.....workout......it helps releive stress.....then hot shower, spend time with my sweetie (my son).......watch King of Queens then off to bed I go.......
Ever feel like you are living the movie "Groundhogs Day"??

I absolutely know what you are saying! I was thinking about that yesterday and I even told myself that I need to get a life. But right now, just "being" has to be OK. We are in a place of healing. Groundhog's Day is a good thing :) Try to find comfort in the simpleness and the familiarity of your daily life. Part of what you are feeling is the drama of the A being gone too. This IS normal, everyday life. This is what people do.
At 8 weeks out, I am starting to feel like it's time to get "moving" on some thngs. I'm getting really close to feeling like I'm done doing the "Limbo". Doing little things - playing more golf is helping.
Try making a list of some things you'd like to do - take it slow at first and don't expect much. Just know that you aren't alone in how your are feeling :)
Bodhi
Thankds Bodhi -
I appreciate that, I just feel like crying right now; am numb.
That is the way I felt for a long time and just recently began to come out of it.