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HIm & Me
| Sat, 04-03-2004 - 6:34am |
It's been a little while since I last spoke to XMM. I am standing firm to my NC. I think back over events and conversations that took place over the past couple of months once I realized that I wanted to have this affair over and done with. He would plead and almost beg for me to see him. He would tell me how much he loved me, wanted me in his life for a long time, and how he was dealing with this affair thing. He always told me that he would never leave his home (for the sake of a child), and sometimes even act as if he was ready for the affair to be over too. (Basically because I was not giving him what he wanted). Towards the beginning of the NC starting, he had asked if we could meet, and talk. All along it was to lure me to see him and he would hope for sex. Well I told him up front that I would not have sex, and if he wanted to talk that was fine. We set a time and guess what. He decided he didn't want to wait around for me to get off of work to meet him. He never intented on waiting because I told me already - No sex. Don't you think that's true?????
His sweet words, and motives are not cute and fun anymore. I fell in love with him, and he claimed that he is in love with me too. But I think my love and his love are 2 different kinds of love.
Just thinking out loud.
TCOM

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