Honesty-Talked to Ex ap ...........feel ok though.

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Registered: 10-17-2010
Honesty-Talked to Ex ap ...........feel ok though.
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Tue, 11-23-2010 - 10:54am

Last night I decided to Im ex-ap while I knew he was offline

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Registered: 10-17-2010

Yes it is TU and there is much happiness of fixing myself and becoming a better person but also I admit, fear of what has made me this person I am.

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Registered: 09-28-2010
you're amazing & i am so proud of you.

i think many of us share similar paths, and not just the affair.

let's just keep figuring it out so we don't need to live lives as painful as we have.

((HUGS))
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Registered: 04-01-2010

Renewal,

Your commitment is coming through loud and clear. I am so inspired by you. You took a bit of a lashing yesterday but obviously thought carefully about everything that was said. You reassessed your actions and came right back here to tell us what you learned. That takes real courage!!!

I think we are alike in many ways, although I have never been molested, that I can recall. I had a fairly "normal" childhood--so not sure why I have the issues I do. But that is the reason I, too, am in therapy. My second session is today.

I really want to let you know how impressed I am with your determination and courage and strength.

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.
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Registered: 10-17-2010

Thank you everyone.

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Registered: 07-17-2004
Renewal my heart aches for the little 12 year old girl who experienced such a terrible violation. I was a year older when I was sexually attacked, the feeling of shame was my constant companion. I'm proud of you for sharing, I can relate to being just plain tired of constantly trying to please. It's exhausting isn't it? You are on the right path renewal you are owning your actions and reaching out for support for guidance. Big hugs to you renewal:)
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Registered: 04-20-2009

I've very, very proud of you too! I just wanted you to know that!

xoxoxo

Dee

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Registered: 10-17-2010
Thanks dee and jen, all of you inspire me to keep going and not look back. I am never going to let any thoughts of JAM cause me grief, pain or hurt. From now on I am doing my damndest to make him nothing more than JTM he is. I realize I deserve so much better.

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