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| Sat, 04-09-2005 - 11:53am |
This is the first time I've ever felt so sure MM and I are over with no more hopes or wants for more. I celebrate that and at the same time am feeling incredible sadness for not having done this sooner. I am feeling down and irritable..and it's carrying over to my dh..I'm arguing with him for stupid things this weekend already..and I don't want that to happen. I just want this chapter of my life gone and done..and I don't want this feeling of miserableness to linger..It is no longer misery over "losing someone"..just misery over having put time and effort into someone I shouldn't have..and its' starting to make me feel depressed.

hi lea,
misery , i am miserable, so much that i am paralyzed here at home, i am not able to get up and do something anymore
focus on your H, u have someone there which is good, i dont know what to say to u but only to thank u for reading and replying to my post, i am not in a very good emotional state right now
i just keep reading the post here and looking at OW pic and crying, it so childish, why am i like this
max
I'm going through the same thing that you are right now. I have made up my mind to end my A. I don't have ant desire to resume any kind of relationship with OM, not even a friendship. I have been through the sadness phase, and now just find myself completely irritable, angry and depressed. I ahate taking my aggression out on others who don't really deserve it. I wish I had given it to OM instead when he was treating badly!
I'm so ready to move on and start over, but I feel the aggression is holding me back. I made an appointment with a new T to try and work on me. Just me. Not ready for MC yet. I have to work through this myself first, then I will be able to really concentrate on my M and family. This T does hpnotherapy as well as talk therapy. Hope it works!
Despr8