How do I make it??

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Registered: 03-26-2003
How do I make it??
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Thu, 02-17-2005 - 9:12am

I'm trying SO hard not to email or call my MM, I don't know if I should say 'x' or not, how do I know if he's an x if he hasn't told me am I suppose to guess?! I mean my god is that fair? Yesterday was awful, I couldn't function I did absolutely NOTHING all day long, for what a MM? How stupid is that? Why is it I'm stuck, right here right now and can't move on?! I SO want to call him, it's his day off so there is NO reason he can't call me or email me, why has he chosen not to? Did i mean that little to him when i thought I met so much too him. I'm just dying over here with the wanting to call, email whatever.............thanks for letting me post

M-

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Registered: 09-09-2003
Mon, 02-21-2005 - 10:03am
Hi there, you are right, those are tough words to read. But I know it is the truth. He not treating me like he has any respect for me or my feelings at all, even after 3 years of seeing him. And I've been thinking ALOT about what I will do if he does call me again. I think I am getting to the point where at least I will tell HIM that I think we should just end it. Because I really don't think he's treating me well, its been sliding downhill for a while now. And I can live without him, I did it before, I can do it again. So, I continue to take things one day at a time. Keep busy with my life and work. And keep up the NC with him. I WILL NOT CONTACT HIM. I just will not !!
Dusty
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