How to end this LUST!?
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How to end this LUST!?
| Mon, 11-01-2004 - 11:06pm |
Lust is in the air, it's everywhere I see him. How do I, not resist, just one more night of his kiss? Yeah. I do believe the birds are charmping for love in this side of my world. it seems that the sweet melody of his presence continues to hunt me. Isn't this just a nightmare instead a sweet dream that you always wanted to become reality!? I'm angry of the fact, that I made this dream come true. The reality of my crush, I had wish so much for. Now, I have it, and I can't have it! I'm with the man my dreams as I speak, the lover IM currently with but had a taste of something I yarn for, "a long time crush." Why? I ask myself?? I have the perfect man as we speak, and Im going to ruin it for a lust of!? Im confused, I keep saying to myself, "you need to end this as soon as possible!" but then my sins, does not allow me too. Someone pray for me? I know it seems crazy, but I don't want to get caught. The man my dreams is with me, but the lust I created, has hunted me..I have decided to give another try and this time mean the "GoodBye". Anyone in the same situation, please read my other posts of my secret crush.
Edited 11/2/2004 12:47 am ET ET by shiningstarxsx
Edited 11/2/2004 12:47 am ET ET by shiningstarxsx
