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| Sat, 12-25-2010 - 3:04am |
I slept all day & am up late doing my Self-Healing Homework and ran across a STICKLER for me. Im trying to change my faulty beliefs but I happened upon one...that I (sadly) am having a REALLY TOUGH TIME...refuting.

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Hi Michelle> I've felt this way for so long. No matter beautiful personality, fun one is there seems to be an emptiness. We all put our best foot forward and just hope people see we are worth the time and can offer them love.
I've be regected almost my whole life... was unwanted by dad... was never enough for most people.
I've learned over the past couple months that the only love I will ever get that is pure gentle and patient is from God. He called me HIS OWN daughter. Loves me when I mess up, but fills me with joy that I can be loveable regardless. I have that secure in my heart now that I have a Father, someone that will always rope me back in and make sure I'm safe. I'm still a work in progress, but am healing
Belle
awwww Thanks, (((((Belle))))
You're right about GOD! He LOVES US UNCONDITIONALLY, Created us, is there for us without fail.
Ive been very close to God in that KNOWING sense for a LONGGGGGGGG TIME...Belle...And still...I question myself and have this HOLE.
It's just damage. Damage that I have faith can be reversed - I suppose Letting GOD fill that or praying to him to reverse that damage is ONE BIG STRONG STEP in the right direction. :)
Thank you Love,
Michelle
It can be reversed. It can. I have struggled with the same thing, and to get what I thought I needed. I often sexualized myself to feel what I thought was love. I always felt if I only did this more or better, love would come a knockin. Not that way. It really does come from peace within.
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida
Luvin,
Beautful words!
your welcome....anytime, just let me know and I will do my best.
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida
Woman!
Man, I wish you were around like this alot. (that's a selfish request) :)
First Merry Christmas to you & your LOVELY bambinos/as
Hi Michelle.
M,
I don't know if my opinion is any good to you or not. I may be a little lost in what you are looking for.
I feel that A's and M's sometimes, are a lot a like. You invest and commit too much of yourself in them, and then when you wake up and realize that the OP is just another human being and not the God-like person who you thought they were, you are disillusioned with yourself because you are disappointed and feel betrayed. Both can lead to depression or certainly the questioning of your own abilities to make good choices.
I think we are all missing something in our lives, that is why we are constantly searching for that something, even if we don't know what it is. Sometimes T will help, and sometimes I am afraid, it doesn't.
I have moved on from searching for what's wrong in my life.
You are to be congratulated on your self work.
As a man, I can tell you that
We only miss what could have been. I know I don't miss what it really was.
Michelle!
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