HURTING

iVillage Member
Registered: 10-14-2010
HURTING
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Wed, 01-26-2011 - 9:33pm

Ive been a bumbling mess all day.

I dont know how Im going to survive this.

I dont.

My pain is overwhelming.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010

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iVillage Member
Registered: 07-17-2004
In reply to: newlife32666
Wed, 01-26-2011 - 9:43pm
Michelle what's happening? If you can, please let us know, I am really concerned for you.
iVillage Member
Registered: 10-19-2010
In reply to: newlife32666
Wed, 01-26-2011 - 9:45pm
Hey Michelle,
Sorry you are hurting...
You will survive this because you HAVE too!

Breath your way through it. Please go read Bodhi's Zenesday post from today. Chose the thoughts that are peaceful. What ever it is, it will pass.

As for the email change, yes you can do this. Click on "See my ivillage profie" under your name from any post you have made. Then click "go to my view" The middle tab on there says "account settings". About half way down on the right hand side is a option to edit your email settings. Change it there. Then get rid of that old account.

Just breath.....

Peace&light
Foggy
iVillage Member
Registered: 10-14-2010
In reply to: newlife32666
Wed, 01-26-2011 - 9:54pm

Ok thank you, and I CANT BREATH.

PLEASE. WHEN WILL THIS PAIN END?

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
iVillage Member
Registered: 10-16-2010
In reply to: newlife32666
Wed, 01-26-2011 - 10:02pm

michelle what's going on ?

iVillage Member
Registered: 07-17-2004
In reply to: newlife32666
Wed, 01-26-2011 - 10:03pm
Michelle take deep breathes as Foggy suggested, I didn't have a good day and reading Bodhi's post as Foggy also suggested helped clear my mind. I would love to take your pain away, I can't do that but I can try and help you through it. Hugs Michelle, I know it's hard but push through that pain you will get to the other side of it I know you can do it.
iVillage Member
Registered: 07-21-2009
In reply to: newlife32666
Wed, 01-26-2011 - 10:11pm

Michele- It ends, I promise.

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-28-2010
In reply to: newlife32666
Wed, 01-26-2011 - 10:31pm
Michelle,

Please take a moment to steady yourself. Walk around your living room ... and say out loud the things you see, the things you hear, notice your surroundings ... then start speaking more and more slowly. YOU need to ground yourself. YOU need to use the tools that you have to STOP the spinning - YOU have got to decide THIS moment THAT THIS WILL STOP. Shut out the self-doubt. SHUT IT OUT. You are a survivor M. and this is what we know how to do. BUT you gotta put into place all that knowledge you have gained here ... THESE are the moments we are called up ... called up to save ourselves. Pain hurts, but it isn't fatal - only our thinking is.

As well ... you do not need to share the details of what is going on, but we are concerned about the brief statements you are making, and have us VERY worried by your present state of mind.

PLEASE reach out to us.

(((HUGS)))

TU.
iVillage Member
Registered: 10-14-2010
In reply to: newlife32666
Wed, 01-26-2011 - 10:51pm

I posted a message, but now its not showing up.

Im calling for help, as we speak.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
iVillage Member
Registered: 05-15-2010
In reply to: newlife32666
Wed, 01-26-2011 - 11:00pm

Michelle ,,honey...i am so sorry to see you are hurting and something is desperately wrong...

I hope whoever you are calling will reach out and be able to be there for you.

BIG HUGS...we are here for you..

Love MC

iVillage Member
Registered: 07-17-2004
In reply to: newlife32666
Wed, 01-26-2011 - 11:16pm
I am so glad your calling for help Michelle, I will be thinking of you and I am hoping you will be feeling steadier soon. Lots of love to you Michelle

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