HURTING

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Registered: 10-14-2010
HURTING
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Wed, 01-26-2011 - 9:33pm

Ive been a bumbling mess all day.

I dont know how Im going to survive this.

I dont.

My pain is overwhelming.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Registered: 10-16-2010
In reply to: newlife32666
Wed, 01-26-2011 - 11:20pm

I am also so glad Michelle.

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Registered: 12-01-2010
In reply to: newlife32666
Wed, 01-26-2011 - 11:29pm

so sorry you are hurting

Love, Sunshine Dedicated to living my new life with integrity, truth and positive thoughts! I am worthy of true love and definitely worth the wait!
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Registered: 10-14-2010
In reply to: newlife32666
Wed, 01-26-2011 - 11:39pm

Thank you everyone, for your concern and posts.

I actually can't thank you enough for just caring about me. I've really got NONE of that kind of support or devotion in my real life - and thus probably this breakdown today.

You really do come through when someone's in pain.

As we speak, I've got someone coming to my house to help me cope.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Registered: 10-16-2010
In reply to: newlife32666
Wed, 01-26-2011 - 11:56pm

Michelle I am so relieved that soon you will have company!

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Registered: 01-18-2010
In reply to: newlife32666
Thu, 01-27-2011 - 12:03am

I know you do not believe it on some days....but you are so damn special....for so many reasons and often no matter what people tell us, we do not feel it ourselves....I know I do not as of late....but heck, we gotta be our own biggest cheerleaders some times.

Luvin
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida
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Registered: 07-17-2004
In reply to: newlife32666
Thu, 01-27-2011 - 12:54am
Michelle I am glad someone is coming to you to help you cope, it is a relief to hear that you won't be alone. Get some rest at some point as well ok Michelle, try and sleep well. Hugs to you<3
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Registered: 10-14-2010
In reply to: newlife32666
Thu, 01-27-2011 - 2:38am

All of You

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Registered: 04-01-2010
In reply to: newlife32666
Thu, 01-27-2011 - 7:06am
I so admire you, Michelle. Its gonna take a while to create a newer, better, healthier Michelle. Its easy and understandable to be exhausted and even doubtful through the process. But you ARE growing healthy, my friend. You are not alone and we care very much for you.

With Love,
Alwayst
Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.
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Registered: 10-17-2010
In reply to: newlife32666
Thu, 01-27-2011 - 9:05am

Michelle,

I am so sorry I wa snot here for you when you needed someone but I see everyone here has your back!

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Registered: 08-10-2010
In reply to: newlife32666
Thu, 01-27-2011 - 9:57am