i am really missing him this week...
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i am really missing him this week...
| Tue, 04-06-2010 - 11:01am |
i am really having a hard time this week...and i miss him so much, it hurts...
| Tue, 04-06-2010 - 11:01am |
i am really having a hard time this week...and i miss him so much, it hurts...
Oh honey- there have been days when I could have written this, so I know how you feel. You need to remember that 22 days is huge, but it is still early in this journey... and you will have ups and downs.
I am at Day 68 today and the past few were hell for me. I felt much like how you express you are feeling. It was a hopeless and defeating feeling. So I came here, I read posts, I read my old posts, I spent time in the healing library, I reached out to those who email with me... and little by little, I started to see the light at the end of the tunnel again. I've come to accept that this is a process and there will be downs (as much as I hate them). I am sorry you are missing him. I wish there were a magical pill that we could all take to rid xap from our minds... but there is not. There is only time and reflection. You will get through this and you will be better because of it. Just keep focusing on your family. They will get you through this.
Hugs,
NC/LC since January 28, 2010
http://secretlifeofjane.wordpress.com/
NC/LC since January 28, 2010
http://secretlifeofjane.wordpress.com/
Dear Lifeisgood,
I am a week ahead of you and feel EXACTLY as you described in your post.