I changed my number

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-16-2010
I changed my number
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Tue, 03-08-2011 - 10:09pm

If any of you were familiar with my story, my XAP would get through to me on my cell phone calling via various numbers, and yes every text/call would shake me up and bring in new hurts, I avoided changing my number until now, as that particular number had been used for my business and was established for over 11 years.

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iVillage Member
Registered: 01-31-2011
Wed, 03-09-2011 - 11:50am

Vanessa,

That feeling of freedom is just amazing, isn't it?

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-20-2009
Wed, 03-09-2011 - 12:05pm

V8,

I am so frickin' proud of you!

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-18-2008
Wed, 03-09-2011 - 12:24pm

Vanessa,

What a wonderful way to set your boundaries! Love it.

Hugs,

E1

PS: I missed what happen last week. The last few days I’ve been trying to catch up on all the old posts but still have tons of reading to catch up on.

Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-16-2010
Wed, 03-09-2011 - 7:04pm
Just another fishing attempt E1.

V888
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iVillage Member
Registered: 11-16-2010
Wed, 03-09-2011 - 7:06pm
A small sacrifice by comparison, it had to be done.

V888
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iVillage Member
Registered: 11-16-2010
Wed, 03-09-2011 - 7:14pm
I hear you sis, i feel free. All those fishing attempts would remind me of the disgraceful person that i had become, I want to be that decent being i was before all this A BS.

V888
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iVillage Member
Registered: 11-16-2010
Wed, 03-09-2011 - 7:17pm
She has Iddy, with Elvis in my arm (my H).

V888
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iVillage Member
Registered: 11-16-2010
Wed, 03-09-2011 - 7:22pm
Yes it was a pain, it's up to us Always, it truly is. If we got ourselves in the sheet we can get ourselves out off the sheet.

V888
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iVillage Member
Registered: 11-16-2010
Wed, 03-09-2011 - 7:37pm

You're not raining on my parade, I am a realist now remember!

The main reason i wanted to cut all ports of contact with XAP is because i was afraid of being tempted, i am an ex-user, a display of the 'feel goods' and i could be reeled back in, it was my greatest fear.

I'm very aware of the fact that cutting all avenues of contact does not make me immune to a dday. I deserve to forever live in that fear for my thoughtless actions, it just goes to show that no one gets away with it.

V888
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iVillage Member
Registered: 07-17-2004
Wed, 03-09-2011 - 8:01pm
I am proud of you V88 for changing your number, that is awsome and as you said the feeling of being free from any contact must be a freeing feeling:) You are keeping yourself safe and aware of old behaviours:)

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