I did it...when does the crying stop?

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Registered: 04-11-2010
I did it...when does the crying stop?
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Wed, 09-08-2010 - 6:06am

Hi



So this is my first post as an 'official ender'. I am praying that I am strong enough to do this.



Ok so short history... MW in A with MM for 18mths. For the past 6mths (maybe longer) he has been getting busier and busier. This was genuine but also he had a big issue with the guilt and started to pull back. The last few months I have barely seen him, although he has made an effort to be in contact nearly every day.



Meanwhile, I have been journalling my increasing unhappiness in the A. I have a wonderful H, who (while rather inattentive when it comes to intimacy and relationships) has been very good and trying hard for the last few months. This made me feel even more guilty, while I have been watching the AP pull further away.



Im ashamed to say but I

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Registered: 04-11-2010
Fri, 09-10-2010 - 10:37pm

Hahah janey- ok you win. At least I only re-read texts and stuff to make them more alluring, more sexy! I didnt re-read them for grammatical correctness!



You will act when you are ready. Email me anytime mate xx



Dee and Clarity- I havent kept anything. Thats what I was saying but may not have been clear- I havent got any messages/emails saved.



Iggyx

You are what you consistently do
You are what you consistently do
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Registered: 02-25-2010
Fri, 09-10-2010 - 10:50pm

No MORE modifying danglers ...............wah !!



All i can say is that i am sooo glad those emails are not there anymore

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