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| Thu, 03-25-2010 - 12:33pm |
i am not doing well right now.. i am on day 10NC from my 4 year affair with xmm.. i had a bad night last night because i found that i could see some of his facebook account from my account and could read what he was writing.. stuff about wanting to go on fishing picnic alone with his wife.. sounds dumb, but it hurt because that was what me & him used to do and i was very upset at myself for looking and upset that i was upset over what i read... how do i stay away ? seemed like it would have been okay.. but i was not okay seeing that he had moved on...
then this morning i was writing.. i started a blog.. ( http://nomoreblues.wordpress.com/

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The longer you are out of your A, the more you will learn to trust yourself and your instincts. When in the A, we do so much self-deception that we become dubious of our own selves -- it's one of the worst feelings and an unavoidable aftermath of the A.
Better days ahead,
Dee
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