I got my finger on the trigger
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|Thu, 04-19-2012 - 3:07pm|
Old but new person on the board, been a while. Ended my 3 1/2 LDA 4 months ago by B and W and have been cold turkey since December. Had some tough days but have resisted temptation to contact. Yesterday I was on the 47th hour of the 48 hour rule with my hand on my phone to call but didn't.
Three triggers have hit me hard lately. My spouse has been rather disrespectful on several occasssions lately. I have some serious health issues that limit my quality of life and happiness. And the anniversary of my A is Saturday would be 4 years. But is it really an anniversary if I ended after 3 1/2? No.
Just wonder what AP is doing but not that much to break my good behavior.