I got what I deserved!
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|Tue, 10-30-2012 - 7:19pm|
It's been 6 weeks since I initiated NC w/ my xAP.
I have been a bad girl - I unblocked him and made the mistake of peeking at his FB page. I am not one of his FB friends, but I can see new friend activity and can see he's been busy friending attractive female former co-workers (he once told me he "does not friend co-workers on FB" but has LOTS of them, long before we had that discussion). Not sure why I'm the exception, since we had that conversation about his "policy" long before our A began.
I have to also shamefully admit that I had been day-dreaming about him a lot lately. Our A began with friendship and I guess I was thinking it was somehow different and that I was special.
My xAP is a separated, emotionally unavailable man who has been at the mercy of his wife for several months. I know that I was just a nice distraction for him and nothing more.
Be warned my friends. Aside from a few exceptions, do not delude yourself into thinking your A is somehow different.