I HAVE RAGING ANGER
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I HAVE RAGING ANGER
| Thu, 08-12-2010 - 8:49am |
Today will be day 2.5 of NC. Most of U all read my previous D-day disaster & yesterdays update. This sucks because everyday so far there are reminders EVERYWHERE & they're things I can't do anything about. Last night, I broke down in my car driving 2 the gym w/ what I thought would be a healthy distraction for me to work out. I've never taken medication but I have always had high anxiety & never had a panic attack but last nights symptoms sure made me wish I had/do. By the time I got there, my eyes were so bloodshot, I didnt go in but sat there staring blank. Seriously, all over this friggin A & worthless piece of &*$^ AP. I feel I don't even know WHO I AM ANYMORE. This a.m. I woke up & he's still on my mind. I can't block his # because it is an extra mthly charge w/ our cell carrier & H pays the bill & would see

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