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I hit My Wall
| Mon, 12-13-2010 - 2:15pm |
It doesnt happen often...but when It does,
IT ROCKS ME TO MY CORE.
Suddenly I feel like Im scrambling - (in my head) and FIDGETY as if Im shaking to get that fix.
Im so meticulous, that when my house of cards come tumbling down....I know EXACTLY what unraveled me.
1. I had a date on Friday
2. We went to the hospital Saturday night (still no baby); he reached out to my daughter's boyfriend to check on the baby status
3. I start

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Michelle, my sweet little EAS sister, we are certainly trekking at about the same pace, aren't we?
Thank you so much for sharing your insights and posting the great ways in which you are coping. Your posts certainly help every one of us poor souls to either experience a light bulb moment or to, at the very least, smile.
Please keep us posted on the progress of grand baby. Sending warmth and best wishes to your daughter for an easy and safe delivery. For Grandma, I'm sending a pair of leopard thongs. (It's an old joke with a friend of mine--we will be the grannies still wearing thongs into our 70s!! hahaha)
xoxo
~alwayst2
Yes, Always...We sure are! When I saw what you posted...I felt IMMEDIATE IDENTIFICATION.
We really seem to have a similar - pattern of Excavation & AVOIDANCE in terms of digging into ourselves and doin the hard work then getting SICK OF IT...using a diversion.
HAAAAA! on the leopard thongs!!! I talked to a girl today that used to wear them around her neck as a neckscarf. hahaha. I think If I tried that...it'd probably look like I got drunk and slipped my panties over my head. hahahah.
Ive thankfully been busy all day - - and as of 6pm our time...we are still....BABYLESS.
I will definitely keep you posted!!! Can't wait!!!
xo,
Michelle
Michelle,
burns when you touch that hot stove, huh?
boy oh boy, do i wish i could grab your xap by his cowardly, married balls and give him such a one upside the head that he'd thought he got two or three.
Sunny!!!!
Thank you!!!
Do you know how hard it is to break down in front of you newer newbies.
LILLIE...
YES.
OUCH.
jerk.
Me.
& him.
P.S. What a jerk exAP is. As IF you would wait 34 years for him.
Wait 34 years for him??????? Are you freaking kidding me? You're my age, so you'll be 78. Tell him, sure - and bring the Depends and the Doans pills. What a tool.
On a serious note, I'm sure you've learned your lesson with cyber stalking. You will soon have your hands full with a wonderful new life - I think that will take care of changing your focus away from d-bag.
Bodhi
Hello Michelle,
So sorry that your jerk exAP sent you that IM.
(((((Cait)))))
You've been looking sooo forward & are deserving of this vacation!!!
Youll surely have a beautiful time!
Doans, Depends & Viagra!!!!
And that's just NEXT YEAR!!!! hahahhahah
Uh, yah. Pass. I would find it difficult to BE with him for the next 34...let alone WAIT for him. :) (that was a shot)
Oh yes. I actually think I HAVE learned my lesson about cyberstalking.
I may as well take a rusty dagger and plunge it into my eardrum.
No more SELF HARM.
Thank you for your guidance, Bodhi.
xo
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