I hit My Wall

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Registered: 10-14-2010
I hit My Wall
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Mon, 12-13-2010 - 2:15pm

It doesnt happen often...but when It does,

IT ROCKS ME TO MY CORE.

Suddenly I feel like Im scrambling - (in my head) and FIDGETY as if Im shaking to get that fix.

Im so meticulous, that when my house of cards come tumbling down....I know EXACTLY what unraveled me.

1. I had a date on Friday

2. We went to the hospital Saturday night (still no baby); he reached out to my daughter's boyfriend to check on the baby status

3. I start

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010

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Registered: 10-14-2010
Mon, 12-13-2010 - 10:15pm

(((MC))))

yah. the nerve. do you know i have such a hard time thinking lowly of him for saying such an absurd thing. As I dont even want to feel sorry for him or judge him anymore.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Registered: 11-16-2010
Mon, 12-13-2010 - 11:05pm

{{{{{{Michelle}}}}}}

I will begin with saying that i am sorry you had to go through that ((((hugs)))).

Did i read correctly? 34yrs WTF??? What an absolute narcissistic, delusional, arrogant #$%^%$. May i ask for the number of this woman who waited 'virtuously' for 34 years for her JAM, does this woman exist? is she a myth? or did she come in the form of a blow-up doll. That would have to be the biggest load of bullocks i have ever heard.

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Registered: 10-16-2010
Tue, 12-14-2010 - 12:55am

Hi Michelle!

I am so sorry for your troubles but have to admit I was kind of confused by your post as I am not too cyber literate!

Duhhhhh....

I take it you were on a date and then the ex AP im ed sometimes afterwards?

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Tue, 12-14-2010 - 12:46pm

Me

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Registered: 10-14-2010
Tue, 12-14-2010 - 12:59pm

Melinda,

Ahhhh!!! so much of what you said, is FANTASTIC ADVICE!!!

hahhahahahhahah Wait 34 years to get ahold of him!!! yah! EXACTLY.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Registered: 10-16-2010
Wed, 12-15-2010 - 12:02am

New Life where do I begin?

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