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I hope this is the last time
| Mon, 03-15-2010 - 10:20pm |
In January I came back to say that I decided I was mad enough to end my A of fifteen years.
| Mon, 03-15-2010 - 10:20pm |
In January I came back to say that I decided I was mad enough to end my A of fifteen years.
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Dearest Buddy,
It is INDEED a beautiful day here in Michigan, but I can still remember when the sun may have been shining, there still was this big black cloud hanging right over my head. Just getting out to buy a gift is a big step, honey, even if you are dragging your feet through the shopping center.
Baby steps..don't expect more of yourself right now, but DO start to look forward to spring and warmer days ahead. By the time summer gets here I promise that you are going to feel 100% better than you do right now.
Let time be your healer, EASers be your friends, and better days ahead be your motto. The rawness will ease and the pain will start to fade but you have to believe this, Buddy. For now, just deal with getting through one day at a time.
(((Hugs)))
~Iddy~
yes, iddy, i am familiar with that big black cloud.
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