I hope that was the lowest point for me
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I hope that was the lowest point for me
| Mon, 02-08-2010 - 5:56am |
Sat. I was in a public place having coffee and chatting to a friend, when my boss xap came in and sat down beside me. It took me by suprise. I became sad immediately, not knowing why. I sorta ignored him but did say good morning. His phone rang he left. Later
i text him and said what about my pay? We have no office and he pays everyone (in off season) himself. I again met him in public. I chatted to the girl that was there. I said thankyou to him and left. Within 10 min my phone was ringing.....I hit ignore, but he called again and left a message for me to call him. I did he said are u ok you seem sad. I never told him why i was sad... But after reading and really thinking about this I was sad because when he walked in to the coffee shop I for the first time realized all the crap I have put myself thru. I feel so much better...... I know now I will never sleep with this man again. and that is a good thing. I am now thinking positively about just working for him. And maybe at some point things will fell normal for us to be working together.
sorry guess this was my journal today, but I feel good I am going to make it.
love
i text him and said what about my pay? We have no office and he pays everyone (in off season) himself. I again met him in public. I chatted to the girl that was there. I said thankyou to him and left. Within 10 min my phone was ringing.....I hit ignore, but he called again and left a message for me to call him. I did he said are u ok you seem sad. I never told him why i was sad... But after reading and really thinking about this I was sad because when he walked in to the coffee shop I for the first time realized all the crap I have put myself thru. I feel so much better...... I know now I will never sleep with this man again. and that is a good thing. I am now thinking positively about just working for him. And maybe at some point things will fell normal for us to be working together.
sorry guess this was my journal today, but I feel good I am going to make it.
love

LL,
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The not sleeping with them ever again is the easy part. Not giving a damn hoot about them emotionally is where the hard work comes in but time and distance will help with that.
Also you will have to be more vigilant at not answering his calls. He can leave a message if it's work related. 99.9% of the time when the boss/XAP calls it's because he wants something from you. Asking, "Are you ok?" is none of his #%#*!!# business and silence would have told him that. ;-)
Keep on keeping on. You are getting there.
((Hugs))
~ Iddy~
~Iddy~