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I just SOME attention
| Fri, 04-30-2004 - 9:49pm |
Hi there...I have been waiting, watching my laptop, hoping for an email from my guy. Hoping, wishing, yearning to be able to nibble at one little crumb he might manage to throw my way. Been married for over 10 years with 2 kids, and still, i'm waiting for some other man to give me a tiny bit of attention. H just isn't an affectionate, loving person...he has acknowledged that. I have always just wanted to be the apple of someone's eye, to be number one to someone. I just want to be adored. H doesn't adore me, and my guy, who was so attentive and caring in the beginning, obviously doesn't adore me either. What is this need about? How could i get so confused? Maybe making love to my guy was my way of feeling adored? I dunno. So, now i sit here waiting for what? I won't be able to see my guy for a while due to his situation at home with his kids. My H works all the time and I'm left to deal with the family issues here, absolutely getting no needs met. Wow! 2 men, and I feel worse than before i met my "guy"...thanks for listening...

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